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So it took me about four months to figure out if I was willing to do what she said and in the end I said yes. And this started a journey of myself that ended up, I thought I could go back and just be myself again. But in truth when I was introduced to Reiki and I started on the path of Reiki, not consciously, not choosing it but having it handed to me through my family, I realized that I could really never go back to what I call now an unconscious life, that somehow just this trip and this initiation into mastery and this push of my grandmother to begin to teach and begin to relay to people through Reiki the energy and through Reiki the practice, has started a process inside of me that was unstoppable.
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1:06
I mean, anything, anything really is possible. I don’t feel like I’m …. being …. I don’t feel like I’m being pessimistic about this, but realistic. I just see that so many Reiki masters, including myself on not rare occasions do dissolve into my personality. I get petty and I get judgemental and I get clinging and I get attached to my own ideas. And, you know, in order for this to work in a systematic way, you know … systemic way, where the master body holds this energy of lineage, we all need to rise to a much, much higher level of consciousness than we are now. You know, right now we are not even at consciousness. We have no idea about the responsibility, nor the energetic understanding of what we do in initiations. I mean, people have their theories but we really don’t understand it, we really don’t know it.
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2:34
I feel and I know that we have the potential to realize a different way of life for everyone, that we are preparing ourselves to become conscious, to become compassionate along with a kind of open creativity that
0301 (räusper)
accompanies consciousness…. Many people mistake the state of consciousness that I am talking about with loving and it’s not about loving at all. It’s not an emotion it’s a state of being. It means that our decisions come from not-habit but all the factors involved in that moment for that decision, whether it’s “I go to the grocery store now or later” or “I initiate this person as a master now or later or never” or
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“It’s time for me to practice Reiki”, “It’s time for me to have a self-treatment” 0357 ähm (pauses)
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